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Many couples, some of you I presume, have found themselves in a long distance relationship at one point or another. But our situation is...unique, to say the least. Distance has been the "other woman" in our relationship from its conception, and let me tell you, it's getting a little crowded.
Although my boyfriend and I grew up in the same hometown, our relationship didn't begin until last Christmas as a result of coincidence. Right place, right time I guess you could say (cue the romantic comedy...I'll be played by anyone but Drew Barrymore). After spending only 5 days together, and learning he lived in
At this point, I'd had experience in one other long distance relationship. A short long distance relationship (can you say 0-1?). During our brief stint, my former boyfriend and I were able to see each other about once a month, and all travel could be done via car. Man, if I only knew how good I had it. If I tried to see my boyfriend once a month now, I would have no kidneys or blood left. And that would probably only pay for my airfare until about ohhh, month 3.This new venture was a beast of its own. I couldn't wrap my head around it. When would we see each other? How would we make it work? What would I tell my friends?
It was May, almost four and a half months since Christmas, before my boyfriend was able to make the trip to Syracuse to see me. To see me for the first time since January 1st. I was such a jumble of emotions. Excited, but mostly nervous. Nervous that something would have changed. That what I had just poured all of my time and emotion into for close to half a year would be a big disappointment. That we wouldn't know how to act in person. Petrified we wouldn't know how to hold hands, or be a couple. But thankfully, it was the complete opposite..
Our relationship now is all about maintenance. Maintaining our commitment, our routine. Is it a struggle? Absolutely. Do I have bouts of frustration? Whoa is me moments? Envy for couples not separated by a sea of miles? Yes, yes......YES! If you would have told me a year and a half ago that I would basically be dating my web cam, and would have the pleasure of seeing my boyfriend every two months, I wouldn't know what to think. We are, however, lucky enough to have a time line, which takes a little of the sting out. This distance isn't forever.
So why do it all? For the same reason you do anything you love--you can't imagine what your life would be like NOT doing it. Challenges present themselves in all shapes and forms. This is my challenge.
Ultimately it all comes down to this: if my choice is this, or nothing... I choose this everyday of the week (and twice on Sunday).